Sober for one day

It’s been a little over 24 hours. I feel better than yesterday. And better than this weekend.

I know that I shouldn’t but sometimes I just want to be seated. The problem is that when I sedated myself, I seem to do it for weeks at a time.

Been tempted to call the person that supplies my addiction and restock my days with more fog.

Instead I’m going to try to do some work outside. I’ll try to take some pictures but sometimes media doesn’t upload from my phone.